I came across a blogger, JJ, on Instagram the other day. He is famous for being a heathy gamer. I watched his videos on his youtube front page. It gives me a mixed feeling about his past. He was depressed after having the perfect body. I wasn't so surprised because I have known the meaningless victory effect. People tends to feel depressed or meaningless after reach an ultimate goal if they don't know how to enjoy the process.
I started thinking about what my life would be after I finish my dissertation. If I want to be a professor, I need to write everyday. Otherwise, I won't accomplish anything. I always want to be a writer when I was little. However, I didn't know the fact that being a writer means reading and writing everyday. I have never formed a good habit of practicing these essential writing skills, but I think I still have time. I'm not a 50 lady who puts half of her body in dirty. I'm still young and have time to practice.