Wednesday, 29 October 2008
I got a message 2 days ago from a DJ friend of mine:
Girl we love you ah!
so I messaged back:
Erm, why ah?
Aiya the newspaper is being bitchy again....
eh...at that time I didn't know what he was talking about. Honestly now, I still haven't seen the 'bitchy' write up. Something about me being a has been.
I'M A HAS BEEN? IT'S OFFICIAL NOW IS IT. Bring it on darlings. If refusing to sign on to a record company means i'm a has been then so be it. I'm going my way, whether anyone else thinks it's a good idea. I'm sick of the packaging, sick of the manoeuvring of the press, sick of formulaic promotion kits, sick of lousy inflated figures. I'm going to do my thing, at my pace, and give it up for distribution to a company of my choice. I'm keeping my hair long because it belongs to me now, and singing songs that excite me, and loving every minute of my freedom.
I am no longer burdened by the unbearable lightness of being. It's great being free and I have Nicole to thank for reminding me how short life could be.
I'm going my way so bring it on.