我们在培养我们喜欢的悔恨

2009-04-30 11:13:24 　　来自: 死便埋我 (如果你无法忍受我最坏的一面)
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　　——就像乞丐们赡养他们的白虱。
　　
　　悔恨是这世上最不堪的感情。早知今日，何必当初呢？我们都活在线性时空观中。还记得之前看《辛德勒的名单》，男主角最后哭得声泪俱下，他说：
　　
　　This car, Goethe would have bought this car. Why do I keep the car? Ten people by that, ten people, ten more people. This pin, two people. This is gold, two more people. He would have given me two for it, at least one. He would have given me one, one more, one more person, person, Stern, for this. I could have got one more person, and I didn't, and I didn't ......
　　
　　不过他的悔恨太高级，我们高攀不起。我们大概只能理解由于缺课太多而被挂科的悔恨，或是由于一时傻逼口出狂言大骂某人然后午夜梦回觉得自己实在是很没风度... ...之类的悔恨。
　　
　　法国摇笔杆子的总喜欢像外科医生一样剖析人类的感情，还翻来覆去的把玩，真可恨。