joyside的日记

RUN!


run! wake up baby, run! the day has come
run! dress up pretty, run! just have fun
run! dont look back, run! the world's done
run! like a comet, run! into the sun
　　
life was a big feast, but it's over now
we have enjoyed enough, just let it go
nothing is left for us, to worry about
come and cheer the perdition, if you hope so
　　
run with me baby, run with me
run over the death, to our only end
run with me baby, run with me
be my mortal friend
　　
run! wake up baby, run! the day has come
run! dress up pretty, run! just have fun
　　
life was a bad joke, but it's funny now
we are all under a curse, yes we all know
no time is left for us, to think about
come and choose your role, for the final show
　　
run with me baby, run with me
run over the death, to our only end
run with me baby, run with me
be my mortal friend
　　
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He Is Dead (LAMENT)


he is dead, he is dead
he died on another new stranger's bed
　　
the boy is dead, the boy is dead
he's still young & pretty but it's time to rest
　　
i heard him crying, with choking sighs
he was so sad when i saw him last night
　　
he lusted for life, tried to survive
but he's lost his strength to be alive
　　
people confused him
then the wolrd refused him
he must die
　　
i heard him crying, without his pride
he was so sad like a defeated noble knight
　　
now he is dead, my boy is dead
he died on one thousand and his first bed 
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Maybe Tonight


there was a tongue-shy boy,
who talked to the kingdom of heaven
when his god heard the voice,
he made boy's heart a diamond
and he said:"pain will come twice,
when i double your joy.
finally, you will be one on that boat,
and sail away from sorrow."
　　
tonight, maybe tonight
　　
look at that pair of lovers,
fading parallel in the sky
they can never ever get closer,
the nearest distance hides
he's a son of suspiration,
she's a daughter of desperation
they will light up the unseen stars,
then crash down together & fall apart
　　
tonight, maybe tonight
　　
can't you feel the moons madly shine
can't you hear the wind wildly sigh
all joys burst from the pallid eyes
while the stars are blowing up the sky

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GaGaGa


she doesn't want me anymore
i lost the long long cold war
she judged me by her pitiless law
she jailed me on this desolate shore
　　
　　
her lies fly like butterflies
when she means to say good-bye
sly tears slide from her eyes
for the pretexts she tries to belie
　　
she doesn't want me anymore
she doesn't need me like before
i can't, no i can not ignore
every single word she ever swore
　　
i no longer fit her size
now her kiss is colder than ice
a rutting cat lives between her thighs
my luck is written in her dice
　　
she doesn't want me anymore
i was judged by her pitiless law
and jailed on this desolate shore
cause she doesn't want me anymore 

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Nobody's Lover


my name, it means FAR AWAY
once you love me, you start to decay
i was a dreamer, now i am a seer
and an easily-bored seducer
　　
never query me
never advise me
never guess me
　　
i am nobody's lover
　　
　　
now i am totally nothing
cause i wanted everything
i am the king of boredom
conquer with my loveless kingdom
　　
adore me
worship me
or kill me
　　
i am nobody's lover
　　
i was well entertained in the devil's palace
i inlaid diamonds into angel's necklace
but i wasn't born for anyone
i don't belong to anywhere
　　
i am nobody's lover 

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Silly Girl
　　
silly girl, you've been left behind
you can not see, i am not kind
　　
silly girl, you are so blind
you just dont know, you've lost your mind
　　
silly girl, you wander the wrong way
silly girl, dont step in that swirl
silly girl, oh you silly girl
　　
silly girl, spare your tears
silly girl, you are not at the wailing wall
silly girl, you cry for nothing at all
　　
silly girl, silly flirt
dont go too far, you will get hurt
　　
silly girl, poor little waif
you are exiled, shivering on waves
　　
silly girl, you wander the wrong way
silly girl, dont step in that swirl
silly girl, you are just another silly girl
　　
silly girl, spear your tears
silly girl, you are not at the wailing wall
silly girl, you cry for nothing at all
　　
hey! it's me, who ruined your lovely dreams
now you are drifting alone, in your fairy stream
let me think,. oh no, i can not throw you a rope
cause i guess, it's not what you hope
　　
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Nervous (midnight mania)

　　
every midnight, there's a little weeper in my heart
solitude is casting him from the dark
　　
i am so nervous
　　
my dear disease is my best friend
nothing takes us apart until the end
　　
i am so nervous
　　
every midnight, i feel like i'm in my own grave
lying with deadly silence and all the strange blames
　　
i am so nervous
　　
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Your City is a Desert to Me


your city is a desert to me
glass towers prick the sky
stars are crying
rude highways slit the land
flowers are dying
your city is a desert to me
　　
your city is a desert to me
no lights show a hope
to warm a dark ghost
no routes reach a home
to lead a lost soul
your city is a desert to me
　　
melt me with your sun of gold
bury me under your skin so cold
　　
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SheJing

　
hey girl, evil waist dancer
you lure me into your cage
you seductive inducer
　　
you're so mean
you take all you need
but it's nothing to you
nothing to your greed
　　
oh love, you love to spread your love
for your vampire lust
will you get enough?
　　
oh girl, such a pretty being
you never stop killing
and make me feel thrilling
　　
your cold blood in your stone heart
　　
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Sister Lunatic

sister lunatic, she's got no love
sister lunatic, she's got no love
　　
she's lost in midnight
when she's lost in the midnight
the moon scorched her inside
　　
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Good Night


good night, my wounded lover, good bye
good night, child in abyss, good bye
tonight is the last night, our hearts unite
we'll meet again, in the realms of bliss, in the realms of light
　　
good night, my cruel brother, good bye
good night, child in chaos, good bye
tonight is just the night, our souls are untied
we'll freely glide, through the darkness, to the unknown side
　　
　　
good night, my wounded lover, good bye
good night, my cruel brother, good bye
tonight will be the night, so calm & bright
we'll meet again, in the realms of bliss, in the realms of delight
　　
don't ever wake up, i won't wake you up