LonelyCody的日记

还是把BGM换成了mad world（请不要读作妈的我的谢谢=。=），听完妖男Adam的版本，再听Gary Jules，干净的钢琴声，自己再录一遍，这么多天的阴霾终于扫去一些。


看到有人说在某个夏夜，有骑单车的女孩从他身边一滑而过，嘴里哼得就是这首歌。忍不住羡慕，也忍不住遗憾，为什么没有追上去呢。“如果有两个人看着同一个孤独的世界，也许就不会显得那么孤独”这话有待商议。听到重复吟唱两次的Happy Birthday，会想起昨晚笑容僵硬的12岁麻花辫，稚嫩的身体与格格不入的眼神，很想问问她最爱的花裙子去了哪里。

我爱mad这个单词，我是巨蟹狮子，隐忍又歇斯底里。


All around me are familiar faces 
Worn out places, worn out faces 

Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere 
　　想忆起那样的春天那样的早晨，耳朵塞满最爱乐队的嗓音，奔跑在有些微凉的空气中。眼里的世界简单到不行，笔直的水泥路和大片大片的绿色植物，羞涩的阳光偶尔钻进我的双眸，左右左右，与心脏一起律动的阳光。 
　　我总看见你的美丽 ur beautiful 

Their tears are filling up their glasses 
No expression, no expression 

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow 
　　那些被上锁的记忆抽屉怎么也抽离不掉，你也想像个孩子般天真地望着我，你在期待什么，那些我永远给不了的还是什么，还有什么。我被情绪的洪流推着走，结果我还是什么都没有说，看着你颓然倒下，看着我越走越远。 
　　你看不见的那个我 my mad

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad 
The dreams in which I’m dying 
Are the best I’ve ever had 
　　I find it hard to tell you 
　　I find it hard to take 
When people run in circles 
　　It’s a very, very 
　　Mad World 
　　Mad World 
　　寂寞本就是身体最原始的一部分，无论你快乐还是忧伤。 my mad ur beautiful


Children waiting for the day they feel good 
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday 

And I feel the way that every child should 
Sit and listen, sit and listen 

Went to school and I was very nervous 
No one knew me, no one knew me 

Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson 
Look right through me, look right through me 

And I find it kind of funny 
I find it kind of sad 
The dreams in which I’m dying 
Are the best I’ve ever had 
　　I find it hard to tell you 
　　I find it hard to take 
When people run in circles 
　　It’s a very, very 
　　Mad World 
　　Mad World 
　　Enlarging your world 
　　Mad World. 



MAD WORLD
糟透了的５月底
沉淀与流离
还无处可躲
唉T~T