It seems to be a long long time since last diary.Still have a lot to tell,but do not know where should start.For this half of year,seems that my English level has fallen,and Icanot find the exact word when I wanna express in English for many times.For this half of year,I suffered varies of feelings that I cannot how to describe,just know that I should move forward by myself,just walk along by myself,but thanks to someone still,my father,he stand besides me,always.my decision is right,i just tried my best though sometimes i feel that maybe my power is not that huge,but i know after the bad luck or sth,it should be the happy one,it should be sth will make u renew.I stick to what i pursued and go to libary alone,though sometimes i miss,miss someone,something.while i was trying,i was also trying to erase sth,not the exact about the love affairs,but also something makes me unforgettable.Life is full of things to be not sure,always,and makes me so suffered.whatever,i succeed,once i was thinking I can do the thing what i wanna do,i feel full of happiness.My father would be proud of me,i just wanna make my father happy and hope he will be healthier and healthier.

  Once my friend told me,just move on,do not always go back to find sth,if u succeed,u will find its just such a small thing to u.yeah,it s real.I think so.there is always sth we could not control although we think it s so unforgettalbe and it happend so beautiful even you will feel that u must not give it up,however, u need to give it up,cuz facing the truth is the real thing u need to do,you will find it s just a luxury thing cuz you can live without it.but u do not want to miss it... so what i to do is just keep it ,just keep it in a quiet place,now that we also do not know the consequece,i do not wanna we both be hurt,just try our best to protect it,but do not disturb.Our horizon will be broader and broader,just move forward,finally ,u can go back ,or u can also choose to move forward and never look back.

  whatever,i just know we both still a long way to go,we both full of happiness,that is enough.