I Need a Boyfriend

2009-11-04 14:13:00 来自: Gerry(Avanti o popolo)

I need a boyfriend, I really do...

Please don’t take this as a joke or something funny. It takes courage, devotion, trust, patience, and introspection for me to do this. So please, don’t be so judgmental until you go through the rest of what I’m gonna say and yes, I’m gay, to a certain extent.

Well, can’t say that I’m proud of that, but then again, I’m not ashamed. This is not something I could choose; it’s something I am, something in my blood. I used to be confused, and I still am, which is kinda lame, I know. But I just can’t help it, and it’s killing me actually. I guess I’ll have to come up with a way to live with that before I have the solution to deal with that.

Here is something about me: 21yo, 5’7’’, 130 lbs. Why did I begin with THE data? I usually hate this, and I guess many of you do. But not until recently did I find that this is actually not a bad idea to get to know somebody. I’m not a big fan of data but it helps.

So let’s continue...
(Basic Info)
ethnicity: Asian
hair: Black
eyes: Black
body: Fit
body hair: Some
tattoos: None
piercings: None
endowment: Average
circumcised: Yes
role: Versatile/Bottom
star sign: Aries
relationship: Single
politics: Liberal
faith: Pantheism
drink: Social
smoke: Never
drugs: Never
safe sex: Always
health: HIV-
(Interests)
sports: Benessere – Hiking – Camping – Picnicing – Jogging – Cycling
leisure: Karaoke – Cinema – DIY – Gardening – Photography – Trekking – Internet
music: Indie Rock – Dream Pop – Sadcore – Post Rock – Ambient – Electronica – Jazz – Britpop – Psychedelic – Grunge
movie: Alfred Hitchcock - Rainer Werner Fassbinder – Eric Rohmer - Pier Paolo Pasolini – Woody Allen - Ingmar Bergman – Gas van Sant
(My Ideal)
height: Ask Me
age: 24 to 38
wanting: Travel Partner - Chat - Friendship - Relationship - Group Action - 1-On-1 Action - Other Activities
i'm into: Body Contact – Exhibitionism - Groups - Masturbation - One-on-One - Oral - Porn - Public Sex - Naturism
i like: Bears - Swimmers - Footballers - Leather - Married - Military - Muscle - Police - Punks - Executive
fetishes: Armpits - Body Hair - Cut - Jocks - Leather - Lycra - Nipples - Piercing - Speedos

Is that enough? I don’t think so. I think it’s crap what i was mentioning above. And I don’t hold much expectation of finding the Mr. Right. So why am I doing this? Well, I have the desire to seek my happiness, I have the right to express myself within legal permission, I have the intention to make my better half to-be notice me a little bit easier. That’s why I’m doing this.

I don’t need you to be perfect, I don’t need you to be super handsome, I don’t need you to be all muscular (but you better not be beefy or skinny). I want someone I can talk to, someone I can cuddle with . Am I asking too much?

You may wonder what’s with this silly horny kid. Well, for your record, I’m not constantly horny whatsoever. It’s just that I’m not that experienced, and there is this guy whom I was seeing and he told me I sucked when we were in bed (pun not intended). I’m so scared to fall for the wrong guy again, but please note that I’m not dark and twisted. I can absolutely be sunny and straightforward. And what’s more, I am a quick learner, and I’m willing to learn.

Now I am trying to make myself a little bit more sophisticated. Not that I want to, but I need to. My heart’s been bruised, and I certainly don’t wanna see it torn. So please, at least have some courtesy to let go of me if you are not committed ‘cause I’m dead serious.

Feel free to contact me if you feel interested. My mailbox told me it feels empty and it needs mail (or male?) :)

Tell me, do I sound desperate or appealing? Comments appreciated.

2009-11-04 14:15:17 raycharels (cool)

well good luck boy

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2009-11-04 14:18:07 echo (清肠)

so u want to come out ,right?

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2009-11-04 14:18:55 Gerry (Avanti o popolo)

not really.
i'll go with the closet

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2009-11-04 14:29:22 Oasis

I prefer you are just practising your English

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2009-11-04 14:34:31 蛋蛋 (我的缺点：没有长久的韧性！)

Your English is awesome.

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2009-11-04 14:48:01 M_BlackTee (So long,Monk)

i like that.just go for it!im a straight girl,but im totally for gay stuff.it's who u really are,something u can't deny.just be as u are..and good luck with finding a boyfriend.

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2009-11-04 15:08:13 废柴煮席 (韩红的歌适合在开车的时候听)

If you insist, you will find your soulmate one day.

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2009-11-04 15:10:23 Frank (又被新华网代表了。。。)

I have a question, which part from a man you are interested in most

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2009-11-04 17:09:41 萝莉大叔 (悲观嫉妒想死)

i suppose it written by a girl. but good luck & you will find your life partner.

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2009-11-04 19:58:31 静默有时 (我说你好你说打扰)

Gerry,good luck~

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2009-11-04 20:20:49 神经猫 (广痘比人rape紧)

so long.....

you're still young~ no need to hurry

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2009-11-05 08:55:13 shaling31 (make a difference)

LS+1

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2009-11-05 08:59:49 Gerry (Avanti o popolo)

all i wanna do is have some fun. i got the feeling i'm not the only one.

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2009-11-05 09:46:22 misa (梦想与现实总是令人失望)

I need a boy friend ~

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2009-11-05 09:55:35 boter(北京)

it is hard to find the boy like this in real life !

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2009-11-05 09:56:25 Johnny♥Art ♨英伦范 (Twisted Duke ~ ! 生日来临！)

DAMN ......GO TO PUBS , MAN , YOU WILL FIND TRUE LOVE.

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2009-11-05 10:00:21 了…… (什么也不想说。。。。。)

i need 2
it s hard....

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2009-11-05 10:06:34 melo

I need a girlfriend ........

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2009-11-05 10:31:51 乐在北欧 (遇见白羊)

Why don't u put this to a gay group or something?

anyway good luck!

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2009-11-05 10:47:36 右手很哥特 (HvH)

good luck

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2009-11-05 11:01:09 crystal~❤

I wonder your real need is a husband.

well,GOOD LUCK!

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2009-11-05 14:03:34 Holy B!tch (寡人好财！寡人好色！)

I sent your picture to my gay friend, unfortunately, he had no interest, and i was told that only my type is ideal to him. Fleeeee

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2009-11-06 15:33:15 ",叫我亲爱哒~ (大学还有这么多寒假作业、悲剧)

I need a boyfriend ,too~
Good luck

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2009-11-07 22:09:53 childish (多出来的自由全是寂寞)

god,
good luck ,u will the one someday

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2009-11-07 22:11:12 Couch Potato (我爱单眼皮平头男~)

I don;t want a boyfriend....
I need a real man...real man ...real man...
hahahha

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2009-11-08 17:40:09 myoka (我得了冬天不能离开被窝的病..)

good for you! but there are plenty of places for you to meet some friends. you can have a try.

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2009-11-08 22:40:11 木一 (豆瓣电台上听了好多老歌)

I got a friend,we grew up together,till recently she told me she's a gay.I was shocked at that time.But I can understand.Because she's only happy when she's with her grilfriend.

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2009-11-08 22:43:43 三 (铜墙铁壁方能水火不侵)

I sent your picture to my gay friend, unfortunately, he had no interest, and i was told that only my type is ideal to him. Fleeeee
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haha, lucky~~~

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2009-11-08 23:43:32 大猩 (I learn, and I learn...)

写的不错

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2009-11-09 00:24:19 久 (再让我写论文我就杀人)

I need a boy friend ~too...and... to tell u the truth...you sound needy...but...so do i...
good luck,for both of us~

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2009-11-09 00:26:08 睡着睡着的小只 (should I Celebrate for it?)

我对此贴的态度请参考LS的签名

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2009-11-09 00:44:14 survivor (定心 to hell)

LS did not read this text carefully.

lz is male.

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2009-11-09 23:00:37 JiaJ (in retreat)

GOOD LUCK for a person who is finding LOVE

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