我又手欠了

2009-10-10 11:41:39 来自: denovo(神啊让我断网吧)

最近在读PKD的A Scanner Darkly
总觉得它在召唤我
为什么我对精神病/脑残（literally）小说特别有爱？特容易感同身受？娘的。。。

“我曾经去那里探望过一个人，他当时正在努力给地板打蜡——他们说他不会给地板打蜡，我是说，他根本搞不懂怎么打蜡……让我受不了的是，他一直在努力。不是说一个小时这样的；我一个月之后再去，他还在努力。从我第一次在那里看到他开始，从我第一次去探望他开始，每一次，每一次，他一直都在努力。他始终不明白自己为什么做不好。我还记得他脸上的神情。他坚信只要一直努力寻找做错的原因，他就能做好。“我什么地方做得不对？”他不停地问他们。没人能告诉他。我是说，他们告诉过他——娘的，我也告诉过他——可他还是明白不了。”

One time I was there visiting a guy, he was trying to wax a floor-- they said he couldn't wax the floor, I mean he couldn't figure out how to do it . . . What got me was he kept trying. I mean not just for like an hour; he was still trying a month later when I came back. Just like he had been, over and over again, when I first saw him there, when I first went to visit him. He couldn't figure out why he couldn't get it right. I remember the look on his face. He was sure he'd get it right if he kept trying to flash on what he was doing wrong. 'What am I doing wrong?' he kept asking them. There was no way to tell him. I mean, they told him--hell, I told him--but he still couldn't figure it out."

2009-10-10 11:59:44 妲拉 (豆瓣你脑残了吗！)

支持你手痒！

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2009-10-10 13:08:40 denovo (神啊让我断网吧)

但是上一次手欠的惨痛教训还在啊。。。
况且这书已经出了中文版了

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2009-10-10 21:56:39 红猪

电影好看吗？

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2009-10-10 22:52:18 denovo (神啊让我断网吧)

没看过

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2009-10-10 22:55:23 withoutbe靠谱 (仰天大笑出门去，我辈自挂东南枝)

手欠有神马关系，关键是要有爱啊~~

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2009-11-05 09:53:52 吕合肥 (沙发，板凳不是人)

电影不太好看。迪克小说里的神经质我非常喜欢，难道说我也有精神问题？可以自我安慰的是，他的小说也有很多地方我看不懂……

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2009-11-05 18:02:26 denovo (神啊让我断网吧)

那我都看懂了怎么办？。。。

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2009-11-07 04:50:04 方似玉 (卫生间历史宅女)

支持D姐手欠。。。

我也是铁杆迪克粉。。。中文的看过N遍英文的下了没勇气动。。。

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2009-11-07 09:21:24 红猪

欠吧欠吧，反正你也没事

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2009-11-07 09:34:56 denovo (神啊让我断网吧)

我有很多事的！只是都不做而已。。。

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2009-11-14 01:24:26 阿古 (安静)

无责任飘过～

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