天神右翼

2009-05-15 01:08:57 来自: air™☮(la lhasa 520,until death.)

在他年紀很小的時候，曾經經常被旁人嘲笑。
要強大自己，便假裝成天不怕地不怕的模样。
因爲覺得自己渺小，所以堅信自己无所不能。
讨厌自己的卑微，也讨厌付出卻得不到回报。
一次一次放下自尊，乞讨来的，並不是爱情。
他對待愛是如此温柔，却獨獨拒絕把心给你。

He was jeered at since he was young.
Though self-abased, he always likes to put on an indomitable mask.
He knows he is negligible, but he keeps telling himself that he is omnipotent.
He hates himself like this, hates the fact that his efforts never get rewarded.
He lays down self-esteem again and again in beg of love, which he never gets.
The man he loves is very gentle, but he refuses to give out his heart.
　　

2009-05-15 01:17:41 air™☮ (la lhasa 520,until death.)

在深暗的洞穴中一直一個人在走，終于看到一絲光綫。
但是那一些光線很快就消失了，因爲它並不是属于誰。
就像最後的結局，他非常平淡的說我从来不曾爱过你。
　　
He walks alone in the dark cave until he finally finds a ray of light.
But that ray of light never belongs to him.
In the end, he is told that the man he loves has never loved him.
　　

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2009-05-15 01:23:32 air™☮ (la lhasa 520,until death.)

我幾乎用盡所有的力氣來記起他。
我幾乎忘了所有和他有關的畫面。
只有这种拼命想要记起他的感觉。
　　
I really try hard to remember him.
But I gradually realize that I have forgotten everything about him, including my good time with him.
The only thing I can remember is the feeling of trying desperately to remember him.
　　

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