[分享]齐豫《Tears》专辑手札及歌词

地球有百分之七十的水……
传说：上帝会计算每一个人的眼泪，以测量世人对世界的爱。
我猜想：上帝也许是女人吧。Maybe God's a woman too.

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制作人、歌手、母亲、朋友的话

　　我再一次演练坚持和妥协。
　　有太多的歌想唱，但是一张唱片只能有十首歌；每一首歌都可以唱的更好，如果不需限时交差；老式的录音机有着非数位温暖人生的声音；选择了一个不熟悉的工作环境和伙伴，我是一支孤军，但是录音室有个李洁可以奔跑的花园和一只可爱的大花猫。每次完成某件事之后，总是会有些遗憾，就像再幸福的人也会有怨言，没有全然无悲的人生。这似乎是一个自然法则，一种与生俱来的力量，让人无法（不可）沾沾自喜，也许下次你觉得会做（活）的更好，也就因此而有了下一次（来生）。
　　每张唱片都有属于自己的张力，歌选好，曲编好，唱完，MIX完，它已俨然有了自己的灵魂，脐带一经剪断，它就此单飞，它兀自的陪人沉思，陪人痛哭，陪人度过长夜，陪人走过欢笑，它不再只有一种颜色、一个名字。人一生和多少人有深缘？要和多少人擦肩而过，能看进多少陌生人的眼底？对我来说，这是怎样的一种恩宠、幸福！能和你透遇这样的一种形式产生关系，老友、新知，我为自己唱，也为你们唱


LOVE,
齐 豫
’96 JAN.于L.A.


我知道我必须在孤独中来去
从微光中走来，再走回黑暗
不太知道此行的目的
身上贴的是多少邮资，可以寄到多远
只知道一路走来，除了生就的皮囊之外
人生似乎不是一个磨损的过程
不需害怕通货膨胀，不必考虑折旧率
每当我觉得疲乏，必有什么将我提携至另一片新土
纵然孤单
随着岁月的打磨，我也能显现不同的光泽
没有谁属于谁
于是我感激女儿送来的每一个吻和拥抱
珍惜她在我身边呢喃的每一个字…

Tears——Donde Voy

All alone I have started my journey
To the darkness of the darkness I go
With a reason, I stopped for a moment
In this world full of pleasure so frail

Town after town I travel
Pass through faces I know and know not
Like a bird in flight, sometimes I topple
Time and time again, just farewells Donde voy, donde voy
Day by day, my story unfolds
Solo estoy, solo estoy
All alone as the day I was born

Till your eyes rest in mine, I shall wander
No more darkness I know and know not
For your sweetness I traded my freedom
Not knowing a farewell awaits

You know, hearts can be repeatedly broken
Making room for the harrows to come
Along with my sorrows I buried
My tears, my smiles, your name

Donde voy, donde voy
Songs of lovetales I sing of no more
Solo estoy, solo estoy
Once again with my shadows I roam

Donde voy, donde voy
All alone as the day I was born
Solo estoy, solo estoy
Still alone with my shadows I roam


好巧，10月30日是女儿的生日，也是爱尔兰万圣夜
对爱尔兰人来说这一天是旧年将尽，对女儿来说，
也是新年的开始。安慰已逝的祖灵很庆祝生命
原也是一件事，一种心情

All Souls Night

Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides
Figures dance around and around
To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness
Moving to the pagan sound

Somewhere in a hidden memory
Images float before my eyes
Of fragrant nights of straw and of bonfires
And dancing till the next sunrise


I can see the lights in a distance
Trembling in the dark cloak of night
Candles and lanterns are dancing, dancing
A waltz On All Souls Night

Fiures of cornstalks bend in the shadows
Held up tall as the flames leap high
The green knight holds the holly bush
To mark where the old years passes by

CHORUS

Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides
Figures dance around and around
To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness
Moving to the pagan sound

Standing on the bridge that crosses
The river that goes out to the sea
The wind is full of a thousand voices
They pass by the bridge and me


简单的寓言有简单的人生道理
活的简单有如寓言，很难

Babes In The Wood

Babes in the wood, walking through snow
Big bad wolf at the window
Not much choice in the matter now
Some must lead, some must follow

Touch can mean distence to some people
Touch can mean prison or be like a cage
I always thought that life could be more simple
Especially in this day and age

They got the time, they ot the need
The world's getting weird, the wolf's running free
But that's another story, this is their story
Babes in the wood, eager and keen
Soft as the fern underneath them
Wet to the skin from their own hot glow
No more wolf at the window

Touch can mean a distance to some people
Touch can mean I own you forever and a day
I only life could be more simple
Especially in this day and age

They got the time, they got the need
The world's getting weird, the wolf's running free
But that's another story, this is their story

But touch can be a blessing to other people
Touch can bring blossom to things that decay
I think life should be that simple
Especially in this day and age


好友：这首歌让我想起你
想让你知道 怨人不伸出援手 是自己的软弱
伸出援手的也不一定有能力帮你
相信自己的轫度和智慧 学着爱自己——
必能为自己拨云见日

Cry

Cry, cry, cry, without tears
Cry in silence so nobody hears
The people are so distant
Nobody wants to help
I am caught up in emotions
That I had never felt
If I try to explain
The torment that I feel
They think that I'm pretending
They don't know what I mean

CHOURUS

I don't know who I am now
I feel I'm tora apart
Life is just a battle
Where I can't win the fight
I think fate wasn't fair
It dealt this card to me
I have inside two forces
That always disagree

CHOURUS

Cry, cry, cry, without tears
Cry in silence so nobody hears
Tearless, speechless
With this pain,
Forever silent I'll remain

I look at my reflexion
And don't know who I see
It's like a passing strager
Staring back at me


每分钟都有人失恋 是爱与不爱 是相容与不相容
坚信离去的那个人 仍然爱着自己
未尝不是一种幸福……
佛说：放生 于是每分钟都有人放生 有人被放生

You Can't Say

You can say all things must end
You can smile and even pentend
And you can turn and walk away so easily
But you can't say, you don't love me anymore

You can dream of what might have been
You can cry for what won't pass again
And you can say there's every reason you should leave
But you can't say, you don't love me anymore
You can say "I'm right you're wrong"
You can make your plans to find somebody else
But I can't believe you can carry on
We know what should be say
But you can't find the words

Instead you say--all things must end
You can smile and even pentend
And you can turn and say you're leaveing me for good
But you can't say, you don't love me anymore

And you can turn and say you're leaveing me for good
But you can't say, you don't love me
First just say, you don't love me anymore


人脑如眼、耳、鼻、口一般容易被制约
文化的、文明的、自己的制约
随时不忘擦拭，告诉自己这底色不是唯一的游戏规则

Concrete Sea

I heard some music being played today
I heard a song but the words were wrong
If didn't matter to me anyway
Some people really don't care what they say

I started looking to the sky today
'Cause it's so big and it's so far away
I've got too many things inside my head
I wish that I could be up there instead


CHORUS

No one is meant to be living here in a conrete sea
Everyone including me, wishes he could be set free

There I looked into the ocean blue
'Cause it's so deep and it's so quiet too
There just too many people everywhere
I wish the I was down there

CHORUS

I heard a story being told today
About a man and just how he get away
You've got to leave the things you grow up for
Turn your heard and start swim for shore


我没有觉得一定要在唱片里为女儿唱首什么歌
但是把她直接放在唱片里 让我觉得有趣且比较必要
就像我们之与彼此 已是一种必要关系 不是单向的
不是一厢情愿的
这首歌选得巧 李洁听得乐 我是一个骄傲的老妈！

Prologue / Winter Song

This is the truning of the year
The final scene before the curtain falls
The squirrel warm within his bed of leaves
Can not hear the wind that blows around the chimney pots
Are like the pilgrim of the year gone by
He sleeps
Once he was a young man
Who loved in the spring
And lay beneath the upturn sky on long hot summer days
But with autume he grows mellow
He looks over his shoulder down the long year path of no return
Already he's but a memory fading like a shadow on the wall
But time with restless footsteps hurries by
And now beside the road
There stands the pilgrim of the year to be
Falling leaves turn to gold
Silver flowers on my window
Spirit of the fading year gently slips away
He knows no where
He cannot see

Naked trees in the sky
Stars are shinning clear and cold
Minstrel of the ages sings of words so long ago
That age-old tune without a name
No one knows

In the white falling snow
The pilgrim travels on
His face toward the sun
Beyond the open road he travels on
Pass the lamp shinning windows
Faces by the fire
Before the midnight hour
Christmas time has come around again

Go to sleep little child
Go to sleep little child you shounldn't be awake
Go to sleep little child
Time to let the night go by
Waiting for the sound a magic sleigh
The chimney is not too tall they say
Or the roof too high for a reindeer to fly
No not too high for a reindeer to fly


四周充斥着没日没夜演着哑剧的人物
有的为了掩饰伤痛 有的为了掩饰贪婪
有的为了……… 甚至有的不知为了什么
于是世间充满了揣测和传言


Knife

You touched my life
With your softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love
Tell myselt I am free
Got a chance of living just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that you're gone


CHORUS

Knife cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
Knife cuts like a knife
You've cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wounder if they know it's just a show
I'm on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
What's in my eyes

CHORUS

I've tried and tried
Locking up the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you, wanting you


梦会因分享而变大
爱也会因给予而更多

You Are The Reason

A shadow in the moonlight, here he comes to me
We sit and talk about it all
And out in the distance, a dream is over
All I've been working for

This is not how reason I stay in the night
When I can't take it anymore
You are the reason I'll wake in the night
And say that I was only dreaming of it all
(You are the reason I stay in the fight)
And now in the dawnlight, he talks with me again
Remember all the things we've done
Been through the bad times
And we've seen through the sad times
We're stronger than before

And you piched me up when I wan falling
And you give me back my pride
And you listen when I am calling
And hear the me inside


闹剧在舞台上有人爱看
一旦让自己成为生活里的小丑
闹剧就可能是悲剧了！


Sead In The Clowns

Isn't it rich, are we a pair
Me here at last on the ground
You in nid-air
Where are the clowns

Isn't it bliss, don't you approve
One who keeps tearing around
One who can't move
But where are the clowns
Send in the clowns
Just when I stopped openning door
Finally knowing the noe that I wanted was yours
Making my entrance again
Sure of my lines
No one is there

Don't you love farce, my fault I fear
I thought that you'd want what I want
Sorry my dear
But where are the clowns
Quickly, send in the clowns
Don't bother, they're here

Isn't rich, isn't queer
Losing my timing this lat is my career
But where are the clowns
There ought to be clowns
Well, maybe next year


只要有梦……
就可能拥有那当梦实现时无与伦比的快乐
上帝是男的？是女的？
佛说：佛是你也是我

Big Dream

I have a dream of my own
And it's mine and mine alone
It's been my friend since I was just a girl
It has a life, it has a heart, has a soul
And that's a part of everything this woman gives the world

And it's a big dream
Big enough to share
Like a rainbow hanging in the air
And I thank God for making it come true
Makes me think maybe God's a woman too
Makes me think maybe God's a woman too

There'a a full moon tonight
And I'm bathing in its light
Naked as the day that I was born
There is no shame beneath this sky
I have kissed the past good-bye
And mended up my broken heart so torn

With a sweet sound only I can make
And its get stronger with every breath I take
And it's all a part of making me feel new
Makes me think maybe God's a woman too
Makes me think maybe God's a woman too


这张专辑是齐豫在96年出的一张英文专辑，如果没记错的话，这是她第六张英文专辑。

这是我最喜欢的一张专辑，也是我买的齐豫的第一张专辑，从这张专辑，我爱上了这个有天籁般嗓音的女人。

好像滚石很多歌手都有一个习惯，就是每张专辑都会写一些东西，比如齐豫，比如刘若英，不小心在网上找到这张专辑的手札，就发上来与大家分享。

齐豫已经宣布不会再出流行专辑了，她觉得自己花很大心思出了一张专辑，年轻人却并不欣赏，她觉得自己应该干一些更有意义的事。

12月3日，齐豫将在北京开她第一场大陆演唱会，可惜我没有机会观看，还是祝她演唱会成功。

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地球有百分之七十的水……
传说：上帝会计算每一个人的眼泪，以测量世人对世界的爱。
我猜想：上帝也许是女人吧。Maybe God is a woman too